We are Nowhere and its Now

2005-08-26T16:17:00.000-07:00

rain

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lovers leap

2005-08-26T16:03:00.000-07:00

New profile

2005-08-01T10:06:00.000-07:00

HOPEFULLY THIS ONE WILL WORK WELL....

2005-07-31T18:28:00.000-07:00

larp

2005-07-31T18:24:00.000-07:00

New profile pic

2005-07-11T11:49:00.000-07:00

bink of an eye

2005-07-11T11:46:00.000-07:00

purty flowers

2005-07-11T11:23:00.000-07:00

new NEW bg

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new bg for blog

2005-06-24T13:24:00.000-07:00

fly away

2005-06-24T13:15:00.000-07:00

Dream a little dream

2005-06-22T13:10:00.000-07:00

MAKE IT WORK

2005-06-22T13:00:00.000-07:00

Glarp

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rain

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fllen

2005-06-10T12:27:00.000-07:00

Fallen

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wish

And Privilage to be won

2005-06-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

You can't see me
You can't hear me
You can't touch me
But I am very close to you

The art of dead rose @--'--,--'--,--
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In this endless race of property

2005-06-09T12:01:00.000-07:00

Inch long nails digging into my skin
After a night that I wish to forget
My pain is dripping out in the form of blood
Nothing else has cured me
Only this remedy of destruction
To stop would only bring more later
For now
I choose to bleed
Not just to help
Everything is not okay

And deny we have a soul

2005-06-08T02:09:00.000-07:00

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Guess what happens when I am bored...

We must memorize nine numbers

2005-06-04T13:50:00.000-07:00

diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie

I'm not usually this vicious
This vindictive
So similar to you
As you talk the way you do
You set my demons loose
And free
To fly around in wicked spirit
In a casket of a dead soul
One that I miss
One that truly represented me
I hate myself around you
You turn me into the lies you spread
"She's such a bitch"
"She's so annoying"
Only in your unwanted presense

diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie

Sing as static with the whole

2005-06-02T12:41:00.000-07:00

Kelley needs a profile Pic...

We must blend into the choir

2005-06-01T16:05:00.000-07:00

If your in this picture, feel special!

Is returned to the lonesome ocean

2005-06-01T16:03:00.000-07:00

Eye See You

Just like the setting sun

2005-06-01T16:02:00.000-07:00

If your bored, you'll learn to do many a things

He says death will give us back to god

2005-06-01T15:57:00.000-07:00

3/24/05

My father loads his gun

2005-05-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

Where have the eons gone
Why must the last time be done
A foolish lie that you decided to tell
Hoping we'd save you from a midwestern hell
But our last hours tick away
Our strong bond begins to fray
A price we must all learn to pay
For a goodbye
For a memory
For a last thought
On the last day

While my mother waters plants

2005-05-26T16:37:00.000-07:00

There are some people who I just can't stand
I hate them for a reason to even me unknown
They pull our heart strings
With a tug that is a complete fraud
They mess with our minds
As if we are a disposable entertainment
They put a hateful poison in our eyes
To turn one on anther

We must sing, we must sing, we must sing

2005-05-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

Tears flow down to endless streams of sadness,
Eloquent of beauty without end.
After all, we mourn the loss of gladness,
Riches that, for death, we could not spend.
So sweet is life, that does such treasures send.

Who sleeps but doesn't dream

2005-05-20T16:34:00.000-07:00

Sing to a song that doesn't exist
Laugh in a room full of tears
Listen to words unspoken
Live like you have no fears

Now only if I could do that.

Into the ear of every anarchist

2005-05-11T18:03:00.000-07:00

Lil Johnny asks....
Daddy, how was I born?
DAD SAYS:
Ah, my son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Well, you see your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on MSN. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive.

As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a blessed little Popup appeared and said:

You've Got Male!

Set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell

2005-05-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

I would hate not to believe.

Last night, while I was trying to sleep I started thinking about death. I started thinking about how when I die, all that I have experienced will just be gone. That when I die, that it might be the end of it.

So I decided to make the best of what I could. Maybe that way, if I do enough good some of my better experiences might be shared with other people.

Things I need to do this week:

*Apologize to lisaandemika
*Tell richard i like him
*Do all my homework
*Make someones day better
*Make a memory worth remembering forever

We must take all the medicines too expensive now to sell

2005-05-05T15:10:00.000-07:00

The Lord is my programer, I shall not crash.
He installed his software on the hard disk of my heart,
all of his commands are user-friendly.
His directory guides me to the right choices for his
names sake. Even though I scroll through the problems
of life, I will fear no bugs or viruses, for he is my
backup. His password protects me. He prepares a menu before me in the presence of my enemies.
His help is only a keystroke away.
Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all of the days
of my life, and my file will be merged with his and
saved forever. Amen

We must stare, we must stare, we must stare

2005-05-03T18:15:00.000-07:00

I am so confused
Its almost like my heart is torn
For a guy I like
And acts like likes me
With a guy I am drawn to
Who is so distant

Why does life have to be confusing. They need a manual.

Ex: 'Richard' until 6/9/05 and don't like 'Ronald,' because he's not your type.

You don't crush outside your type, its just not acceptable.

In the face of every criminal strapped firmly to a chair

2005-04-29T13:08:00.000-07:00

Lets pretend for one moment
That you and I are friends
And all bad things in the past
Would stay there forever
Possibly its the way
The world tis meant to be
Where I hate you
And you hate me
The worlds just happier that way

We must rip out all the Epilogues from the books that we have read

2005-04-28T17:03:00.000-07:00

When I look in the mirror
I see nothing
When people look at me
They don't see me
I am not worth a second glance
I am not worth a first glance
I am ugly
I hate me
Everyone should hate me
but You gave me a second glance

Get eaten off the web

2005-04-23T12:22:00.000-07:00

There was a little boy
Who everyone hated
They teased and taunted
With every fiber
of their being

One day he took a gun
And shot it in his head
while he laid on the floor
he laughed
knowing every time
they looked in the mirror

they would see a murderer

We must talk in every telephone

2005-04-13T17:57:00.000-07:00

Longer then forever
Sooner then right now

Its one of those days, that no matter how much goes right, that everything still seems out to get you. Its like you are doomed to a life and after life of depression.

Its similar to an eternal hell.

But it lasts alot longer.